Sometimes, I see through a person.
I see how broken they are.
I want to pat on their back and say nothing.
But I cannot..
Because that person is a stranger.
And I don’t know how that person will react to my touch.
I wish I could do that.
I wish I could..
Because I know how it feels like..
To be broken and no one to feel you..
To be broken and someone embracing you…
After a lot of copy-paste stuff, uploading, zipping, unzipping and what nonsense, I finally brought my blog back online again. Everything is smooth at the point of writing. I really missed blogging during this long period. I got a habit of writing all my thoughts, nonsense to be precise, on this blog. If it doesn’t get out then I feel uncomfortable. That’s was what I was feeling. Now I am feeling good.
This month was too bad in terms of returns. I didn’t earn much mostly due to downtime. It’s not that I am getting greedy, but I want some name on this webspace. So I am investing money accordingly. My paypal limits are about to get over. Now I have to link credit card which I don’t have. It’s going good overall.
I have lots of plans online but I hate to say I lack in time. I am slowly gathering some time everyday. But I’ll be busy till the end of May. Only Rain can get me some extra time. I should pray “It’s Raining Man”.
Till the rain comes…
After four days now I somewhat feel better. It was terrible four days. I was not able to watch televisions due to headache. Not able to use my Computer. Thanks to my Mother. Not able to read (Hey!! I’m not illiterate nor blind). The thing I was missing most was my blog. Somehow I’m getting used to it and have to post here. At least visit once otherwise I feel uncomfortable.
Though I logged in for a short while yesterday it was for a short while. I thought of posting but i didn’t. I couldn’t. When I browse sites and blog I subscribe I can see many things happened in these three days. It will take some time to read through those blogs and the news clippings. I like to be aware of the happenings around me. It keeps me fresh and updated.
The interview I missed yesterday is on Saturday. I hope my voice clear ups by today evening. That way i can inform them about my status. That reminded me of my cell phone. When I looked at it it’s switched off. Damn…… Battery down. These days I hardly take any phone or make calls. Talks are mostly professional based only. Like those Desperate Housewives I am Desperate for a job.. 😀