End of Job No. 4

Sometimes I wonder what kind of person I am?? Do I know what I want?? That sometime usually occurs when I end my job. And today was that day. I joined this contractor a month ago. The salary was fixed on first day. He agreed on it and I was happy too. The job site was not far from my house. Around 2 Km may be. I was able to have my lunch at home during the lunch time. And was doing great.

There were site problems. The labors were not skilled. I was expecting that they will know something. But I was having hard time explaining everything more than 2-3 times. But I didn’t mind that. That was my job. I had to look in for everything and due to simultaneous locations I was unable to concentrate on one thing. And there were some mistakes made.

As a professional I took my responsibility for them. But soon whatever used to happen was pulled on me. I was working harder and harder to make things right. Actually I was loving the amount of troubles I was getting. That may sound weird but true. That makes me feels that I’m doing something. And all was going well for me till yesterday which was salary day. I was shocked when I didn’t receive the salary fixed. He held me responsible for some problems and told me that I’m not worth that much. And that hurts!! that really hurts man!!!

I couldn’t control my feelings and left the job. My heart says I did the right thing. Since I’m mindless there is no question of that. But there is something in my head which makes me think. I don’t know what it is. That thing asks me question. Did i did the right thing?? My heart is like a butterfly I feel. It’s not stable and keeps moving from one flower to another. But the sudden drop of this job created something called frustration in me. And I’m trying to take it out. I’m searching for a good FPS to do the killing.

Now in search of next job…
Thanks for reading my nonsense. I had to express it to someone…

Think Nonsense….

New Theme

I was working on this theme for last few days. I had very little time for my blog. I just come, write some nonsense and then my online activity. Editing and customizing the theme was a boring task. So I always looked for a reason to skip it. But today I got enough time to edit and apply the theme.

Earlier I applied this theme 9 days back. Yeah on my Birthday. 🙂 But somehow it didn’t work. It didn’t display the unicode characters correctly. As you can see I write in 3 languages here. So there’ is a lot of importance of these unicode characters. I don’t like Mozilla based browsers as they don’t display the page properly. They skip something or add some junk. Internet Explorer is always reliable in rendering the page.

So the page used to display properly in Internet Explorer but not in Flock. Flock is a new browser which I’ve been using for a while now due to it’s neat features. Though I don’t rely on it as much as Internet Explorer. Let’s keep this browser talk aside. I was trying for a solution on how the characters will display correctly in Flock. I’m a beginner in PHP and HTML. But I can code and have enough knowledge to edit.

But this problem was headache. After lot of efforts I slowed down on this theme and started searching for an alternative. Today when I decided for a new them, I gave a last try on this. And it turned  out to be a CSS problem. Just few lines of editing in CSS file and the theme worked as I wanted. I made a few changes to the original theme and now its running well. Also Updated the WordPress. My love for this blog is increasing day by day.

Hope you like what I write here.

Think Nonsense…

He Listens

Yesterday I posted about how I miss my friends. You won’t believe… But it’s true. One of my old friend came to my house and we had a chat for a long time. It’s been days since I’ve talked this much and freely. Everyday it’s about my work and nothing else.

We shared each others problem. And I feel pretty much relaxed after that. Such incidences always increase my belief in something called GOD. He is great. And I don’t have to tell this special. And so do the friends. Having surrounded by friends is a big big plus.

In my opinion GOD listens to everyone. Just pray by your heart and it comes true. Make sure that there is not the taste of selfishness in that wish. Although I think that every move we make is selfishness. But I’ll keep this out..


Thanks for listening to me…

Think Nonsense..

Tired

Yesterday and Today were two days of hell. Yesterday I took half day and went for the movie. The next half…. I was on site till 9:15pm. Staying for so long is not much of problem. But the things I saw and faced disturbed me a bit. Looking at me you’ll find that this man is disturbed already. Thats the plus of my face. 😀

After all traveling done for the film, I resumed the job in afternoon. For those who don’t know, I’m a Civil Engineer. And so all the thing inside my head is concrete. I had to wait for the concrete on site. Personally I don’t like things to be done by cheating. It hurts. It really hurts a lot. And this was just another time I was watching the cheating. Just because he pay me for that.

The only thing I would be happy of is that I didn’t told the labors to do that. I was just watching like an a*****e. Sorry for that, but such words do come when things go against me. I can’t control them. The cheating went till 9:15 and I returned. I was tired and wanted to sleep. But before that I wrote the movie review for U Me Aur Hum.

Then Today I had to run from one site to another. I realized Today how important I’m for him. But I’ll quit soon from this job. My ethics don’t allow me. Searching for new job. When will my mind get settled for a single job?? This is the biggest question of all. I’ve to solve it alone. Suggestions welcomed….

Think Nonsense…