Watching movies is one of my favorite time pass. And over the time I have watched a lot of movies. Some good, Some bad and some ugly (Yeah!! I loved The Good, the bad and the ugly). So you can say that I am a moviebuff. Not a hardcore movie buff who owns latest or state of art technology to watch movie and for viewing pleasure. For me it’s just 17″ monitor with 4.1 speaker or 29″ flat TV with a DivX player I bought recently.
Since there are fights for the TV, I watch movies on my PC. It is a 3.5×3.5 room with my PC as center of attraction. Adjacent to this room is store room where all the junk is stored properly(irony???). There is a lot of stuff and it houses mouse or rats periodically. It’s like a guest house which leads them to their judgment day. Normally only one guest comes, but occasionally it brings some company with him. In such situation there are strange sounds of things falling in the store room and utensils from the kitchen. Continue reading →
Help is what you always hesitate to ask for. Me too. I cannot ask for help from someone even though I am sure that if I ask he will help for sure. It is the human nature which has evolved over the time. Looking back, I find that it was easy to ask for someones help when I was kid. Now it is difficult. I cannot ask for help. I have to figure things out myself.
Helping someone is great. I love to help anyone if it is not going against me. How can you expect me to help you for creating troubles against me? It is possible thing with a fool. I am a fool but not this much. I help to make others fool. That brings out cheer and a beer if it is with friends. Helping others also helps to build your image.
When to ask help is a big question. You cannot ask for help when that person is in toilet or bathroom. Take the above photo as an example. Goat is helping horse to scratch his back. Looks like there is shortage of labors. Would you ask for help? Or do you ask for help anytime?
Till you think for the answer…
After yesterdays post I am now more confused. I kept myself cool and started thinking about confusion. Here confusion is not the problem I have, but confusion in general. Don’t get confused. Everyone gets confused at least once. Think about the last time you confused. What?? You say that you never being confused. Then you must know one thing. If you are not confused, you are not paying attention.
Every bad thing has it’s good things. And so do this confusion. I find myself normal today. Normal like all the youth which is confused and cannot decide. I possess both the qualities now. So this confusion made me normal from abnormal being. This confusion also helps you to mke decisions. Though they are in confused way.
If I look confused, that means I am thinking. Thinking is a good thing to do. It isolates you from the mechanical world around you. It’s a different thing that now with the advanced technologies and the new emerging technologies, machines can also thing. But they will not get confused. If it gets, then it is useless.
You must have the patience and the courage to face the confusion. It may be easy to get rid of in rare cases. Otherwise confusion is sticky. It will interfere in anything you do. I am trying to get rid of confusion. Till then I can say that I am not confused, I am just well mixed.
Confused. By this time you have read this word four times already. That much is the confusion I have. I was confused whether to start with just confused or confused with three question marks. I am confused again and I think I am putting you in a confusion also. I can’t help it. I am confused a lot.
This is my condition for last three days. A simple conversation between me and one of my acquaintance that happened at an annual meeting. Usually such conversation never affect me but it’s strange that this time it’s not the same. It struck me like a sharp edge of a blade. Now that gives pain.
Topic started with what I do? He wasn’t aware of my qualification. He jumped just because he was working under my friend who was my batch mate. That friend is a government servant. So do this acquaintance. In India, and I suppose anywhere around the world, if you have government job then you have a special value. An engineer like me is like a gem. It’s a different thing that I am still in the coal form.
He started to tell me about my friends success. How much he earns and all that stuff. I don’t care about that as it’s not much importance to me. And he kept talking about how an engineer as a government servant earns. After a peak point I got distracted. Is money all the thing?? Isn’t there value for anything else?? I earn a lot less than what my batch mates earn. And the relation Money=Success applies everywhere. So I felt I haven’t tasted success yet. That feeling gave me pain. Now I am getting confused. What next to do? Should I go after money or just continue my journey as is.
This success is not just important for me, but for my parents. They want me to be successful and like all other parents success for them is directly proportional to the amount of money you earn. Till date I never thought of working as government servant. It just suxxx. But now I may have to rethink.
Thinking while confused..
And still confused…