“If you can’t change your mind, are you sure you have one?”
Ask this question to yourself. There are many mindless zombies around you. that’s according to the above thought. It’s very difficult to change your mind. But there are some gifted persons (like me :D), whose mind keeps on changing. It’s volatile. According to me you must posses a mind that changes.
The thoughts of yesterday are gone. you cannot implement them today. Change your mind and go according to new thoughts. There are situations when you have to take decisions against your mind. But that is a good sign. at least you are changing your mind. never mind if you are going against it.
My thoughts keep changing but still I call myself a mindless zombie. Many times i don’t know what I am doing. It just happens from me. Just like those Hollywood horror flicks where virus infection takes place and peoples turn into zombies. I’m infected. Better stay away from me. It spreads quickly.
Now who is the scientist here who’ll come to rescue from the disease?? Still unknown. It’ll not be a zombie though. I hope to control the flow of thoughts, But it’s seems to be very difficult. Not impossible though.
For the past three days my phone line is dead. Because of that I’m unable to access the net. The problem with my ISP isn’t over. For the last fifteen days there have been many downtimes. And now again. It all started from telecom day. Now it has reached the limits. I cannot tolerate more downtime. It acts as a big hurdle in my project. All my difficulties in learning .NET are solved by Google and some programming sites. Without them I feel helpless. The MSDN on DVD is badly organized. Hence its useless.
I took a break for two days and went to my uncles house again. This time I was about to teach Maths for my brother’s girl. She is in tenth now. And they all say I’m good in Maths. But she went to some cousins house that day. Now I’m sure she must be fortunate. God saved her from me. You can expect good marks in her exams now.
Every time I go offline it’s a pleasure. I told you this before. And due to rains I got some beautiful photos. The beauty in those photos is limited to me though. Maybe because I captured them. I hope the connection gets up again soon and you get nonsense dosage regularly.
Truth always wins in the end. But then there is no time left for celebration. That’s because it’s the end. And you cannot make the end to start again. This happens in Films though. Where after “The End” in the next show the film starts again. But that’s not the case with life. it ends when “The End” comes.
Imagine an innocent person. Innocent as a small child who is completely unaware of this world. But this innocent person is at least aware of it. So Just Imagine… Somehow he charged against a crime and gets punished for it. He gets jailed. he still believes in truth and wants to fight against it. It is very difficult to fight against lie and injustice from jail.
But then he manages to do that also. He fights… And fights… And fights harder. The law process as we all know is very slow. So he wins and 20 years are gone there. As I said the truth won as usual in the end. But what’s left for that person?? How will he live the rest of the life after loosing 20 years for nothing.
Lets say he wins after 2 years. Due to all the controversies around him that person will hardly have any social status. Although he is innocent but the so called society does not want to accept a criminal who actually is no criminal at all. So even if it’s 2 years the result remains the same.
Now what if the truth wins at start?? In the first hearing or the second. The things change. No one looks at him as criminal and he can live a normal life. But that will happen if we all choose the path of truth. If there is all truth around and very little lie then truth will always win from start.